In seven day it will be our 7 month anniversary, but how many more anniversaries are we going to celebrate going forward? I am hoping for 1 year, 5 years, 10 years, and 50 years. But I guess I only have 6 more months to make it happen. Some might wonder why 6 month? Because that’s the sentence I got from Katelyn. Knowing that she really cares about my parents, and what they think. And IF one day when we decide to get marry, my parents have to be ok with her. I know is my fault putting this situation behind, instead of attacking it. I know is my fault for telling my parents in the first place, without giving her a chance to prove to my parents how wonderful she is. I know, I know, I know. Therefore, I have 6 months to turn it around or else there is no point wasting each other’s time. I’m not going to use this blog to explain myself why I didn’t attack the problem sooner or why I told my parents. Instead, I want to use this blog as a reminder to myself of the dead line. To me this is a huge wakeup call, can’t put it behind me anymore, got to hit the ground running. The next six month will be the key to my happiness for the rest of my life or hell. There will be endless upset stomach, endless emotional stress, and endless bitching and nagging, but the end would be bitter sweet.
Love,
Ethan 11/13/08
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