"Superstition is the weakness of the human mind; it is inherent in that mind; it has always been, and always will be."
Over the weekend, I have built up the courage to go meet a very special person. Through many referrals, and hearing about his accuracy....he is someone...who people call "Teacher".....He is not just any teacher, but a teacher who can tell you about your past, go in depth about your present, and foresee your future.
From booking the appointment with him, to driving to his house, and till sitting inside his office face to face with him....it felt as if my heart beat was racing against each other. Hearing about what others had said about him, it was like he was given a gift from above. A gift that if used in the right way, can help many many people....Before meeting with the Teacher, I've always lived my life wondering "what if's............" but sitting face to face with him, I've realized how scary it is to have someone tell you about the unknown. Not just any unknown, but YOUR unknown...what the future has in store for YOU.
"You are destined to have a very strong life" ....was the first thing the Teacher said to me as I walked into his office, even before I had the chance to sit down. My heart started to race again....I could only ask myself....."what could that mean?" As I sat down, he started to explain to me...."You have a man's life, living in a woman's body...." Huh??? What does that mean? I soon found out that I am destined to work throughout my life. To some people, especially woman, their dream may be to be a housewife or a stay at home mom or retire after schooling, but to me~working is where I want to be....so in other words, its not a bad thing to hear. The Teacher first talked about my personality. From what he had said about my personality traits, I could do nothing more than to agree what he had to say....because it was so true! I've come to understand myself more knowing that I am an insecure cancer living with a shell protecting myself. I live my life knowing that family is my number one priority and although I like the company of my significant other, there are also times when I like to be by myself. On the job, I seem to be the more dominant person...so I prefer being a leader over a follower. The Teacher then went on about my past....what I've been through and how it affected me. Out of all that he had said, the one part that really made me believe his words, was when.....he talked about my past. Because when someone goes in depth about your present, you feel iffy about it because you feel that there's nothing too special about someone telling you things that is currently happening.....then there is forseeing the future. With that, it's more like in one ear and out the other because it hasn't happen yet, so how will you know it's true? Then....there is the past. Hearing a complete stranger tell you detailed information about things that have already happened to you is just......speechless. I think every human being likes to have doubts....they like to question themselves, they question others.....but when there is solid evidence to back that statement up, then they start to believe. And that was what happened and felt sitting in front of the Teacher. I had doubts and I had questions, but when he target at my past, I started to believe. What he had said about my future is still very unreal to me because it is a future that I have always longed for. I want a successful future because I want to provide a better future for my family. Honestly, I think that the scariest part about going to see this Teacher is hearing what he had to say about my future. I was afraid that he would tell me that I would live a very tough life with rocky roads, unwinding paths, and never ending obstacles. But my heart, my confidence, my dream all came together when I heard him say "YOUR DREAMS WILL COME TRUE."
What he said may or may not come true, but it has become a big motivation for me. Seeing my future through someone else's words may not be the wisest thing, but it has given me that extra strength I was always striving for, to work my way to my future. A future that can provide a better life for my family. Through his words, it has opened up my eyes as well as my heart to the people around me. Especially to those who take a very special place in my heart. I've learned to trust and to love unconditionally and to love spontaneously. I've learned how to treat my family and friends better and how to maintain a better relationship with them. I've learned how to become a better person mentally and emotionally because through his words, I saw my flaws....so I now understand how I can change myself to be a better ME.
Lastly, everyone has dreams and goals that they want to achieve. Some people have goals that are easier to achieve than others, but it doesnt mean that just because it's easier to achieve, they should hold off on it or put it aside. And vice versa. Just because a dream is harder to achieve doesnt mean its impossible. I truly believe that if you put your mind and heart into it, ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is possible. It all comes down to how much you want your dreams to come true and how much you're willing to work yourself to make it happen. For me.....I want it.....I really want it........~
*~Katelyn~*